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its 2007 and im still alive
not really in the mood to update right now because i just feel busy with life and dont even want to break it down for yall
i know whats going on in my head and thats enough for me
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[28 Dec 2006|04:13pm] |
dude fuck new years
what the fuck am i going to do?
oh well i bought a hella cute polka dot dress today so ill be ringing in 2007 lookin bossy
thats all i want to talk about right now
and i think im in love with noel, non-platonic of course. or is it platonic? whichever the one that is not sexual
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october was an amazing month. absolutely amazing. good times, so happy. im a lucky lucky girl. oh life....
im glad to be me :)
ok this is vague corny and im really tired but something had to be said.
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[23 Oct 2006|11:00pm] |
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pretty much.
almost as much as i dont like facebook. and aim. hmm.
im on a double today, and after work im just gonna go get some munchies, come home and take a bong load or two and pass on out. sounds effing great. im off tomorrow, a woo hoo,,,and some guy is coming to buy my old bed so its like PEACEOUT old trundel, hello new canopy. yee. working a double on wednesday, thursday lunch, off on friday! i have to go get my teeth cleaned in the city, so i might just kick it there, go shopping, who knows. working on saturday night, i fucking LOVE working saturday nights, i make FUCKING BANK for like 4 hours. last saturday i walked with $150. yeah thats right. and SUNDAY is the fucking DAY. me andrew cam gerlando & noel + thizz + damian marley + snoop dogg. WHAT. yeah you know youre jealous. im fucking STOOOOOOOOOOOOOOKED. yeah man.
uh other than that,
fuck this?
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i was just browsing my livejournal before i go to work at 5. and i just looked at the last 20 entries that showed up and in every single one of them i love my life, im excited, happy, etc etc ETC!!!!! isnt life wonderful!
seriously though, i am such a happy person. like seriously, i just cant help but see the good in everything and SMILE and laugh like all the time. i dont want to jinx myself, but everything is just so.......GOOD right now. even the soreness in my abs from doing 8 minute abs every day is GOOD.
AHHH
i just cant help it i love people
i love sex
i love boys
i love my friends
i love my parents
i love where i live
i love my job
i love my bong
i love marijuana
i love my car
i love my new phone
i love my ipod
i love food
AHH i love i love i love!
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yaaa i love my life, what else is new.
soo last week was flippen crazy, so much fun. i was barely ever at home, it was fucking nuts. went to the giants game twice, got faded, chilled with chillers, had my BIRTHDAY which was everything fabulous. i have such amazing friends, it is so comforting sometimes. got some birthday ass, yaaa boi.
im hellof on top of things. i got so much fucking shit done today it was amazing. and i FINALLY got a new phone ahhh yes. woo hoo i downloaded a ringtone and everything, wow im so baller.
livejournals gay.
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yuck so lately ive been having horrible body temperature problems. like, i feel like im sick, but im not. its gotta be a sinus infection or some shit. but i'll pull through, its just fucking ANNOYING. like i want to feel good and im NOT, blah. okay but im so happy it totally just makes up for it. mm yeah so friday i just got super stoned with noel, went to vasco, rented a movie, went to her house and took some bong loads and made art and watched kiss kiss bang bang. we woke up on saturday, got some starbucks, went to power of the peace. yeahhh. soo fun. made new friends, got hyphy to blackalicious, hell yea. we ate some brownies and cake and smoked hella hash with our new friends, and then ended up back at her place. i took a fat nap, then woke up and picked paris up and went to the fairfax cuttys to our new friends house, where we enjoyed a blunt, some bong loads, radiohead, and a whole lotta mickeys. got home around 5 and then slept until about 330 yesterday. i went to work and it was pretty chill, made about $100 in like 4 hours so im not complaining...
i hung out with uncle dick and rico last night, then passed out at justins, watching some african culture special on tv and hitting my bong. i love my boo boo, its my new hobby. as a matter of fact, thats a pretty good idea.......
went into work today and got phased way early because im on a double and have to go back at 345. DUUDE im so stoked for tonight, the servers are so chill. its me, emily, alice, rico, dick, and joe. aka chillest group of people to work with EVER. yeee donny.
tomorrow i have off and im gonna run some errands in the morning and then go to the giants game with lisa and carlos and his cousin. so way excited, wow. then i work on wednesday, and then im OFF ON THURSDAY AND FRIDAY AND SATURDAY DAY FOR MY BIIIIRTHDAY yayyyyyyyyyy
my mom got me a massage/a day at a spa in san fran and im like, creaming my pants in excitement. a massage is SO BOMB, fucking BEST GIFT EVER.
oh besides that, if you were wondering what i wanted for my birthday.......
all i really want this year is a card.
...yeah im a weirdo. but i dont need anything, and everything i want i feel bad making other people get for me when i am just as capable. UGH here goes this weird body temperature change shit. god damn.
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wow so i love my life hardcore. not only did i have a fabulous weekend, but it just TOTALLY continued in my week and now all of a sudden its already friday!! i had tuesday off and literally slept until like 430. got dinner with t, chilled with justin. i worked on wednesday morning/afternoon and then kicked it with paris! we went to christmas tree and then had dinner at lococo's and a fat sundae at bubbas. i worked yesterday and it was pretty chill....my manager andrew asked if i was interested in becoming a server trainer. yeah i was kinda stoked off that, hes basically complimenting me hella. he was all "i really like the way you do everything RIGHT. and pay attention to the little things." im like....heh heh, thanks.....so basically that could be really tight. i hung out with alicia and hanna last night,,,,,, we went to farmers. actually we just had sushi to dai for and some coldstones with bong loads before and after. haha we smoked in the carwash and then found some cutty in woodacre later. we went to like, target and starbucks and the most random places but i had a hella good time. minus feeling hella bloated and eating wayyy too much food. so last night my dad calls me. he had dinner at vasco and paul the owner was like, asking about me? you know why? HE WANTS ME TO WORK AT VASCO!!! ahh whattup. theres no way im quitting my day job but i think i might start out hosting or waitressing on like wednesdays and thursdays.......dude thats so fucking chill, im SO EXCITED AHHH I LOVE VASCO. so im about to get ready to go to work, and then noel and i are gonna have dinner at vasco tonight. good shit man. yesterday was like MY DAY. actually, fuck that, this has been MY WEEK. except i know it sounds hella weird, but like, the back of my eyeballs hella hurts. i think i might have like allergies or like a mild sinus infection or some shit, because my body feels hella sore and shit. but WHATEVER im a boss. i'll get through it. :D im so flippen happy, i cant even describe.
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i have the craziest effin dreams. seriously though, they are SO fucking strange. when i tell my mom about them to try to help me analyze them shes like 'ok what drugs are you doing??' haha, oh mom. im not doing any drugs what so ever is the sad part....my unconscious is just FUCKING WEIRD. soo i just woke up. last night ihad a dream that i dyed my hair black. EW WHT THE FUCK. gross. two nights ago i slept at chris's and had this nutso dream that like, i was on some dock or something with my mom, and hella other people, to watch like, the ocean? and then i ended up getting flung into the ocean with my mom and we were the only two people in the water. at first i was scared and didnt want to go in the water, but once i was in, it was crystal-clear and beautiful and refreshing. the only other person in the water besides me and my mom was sara.....and everything was wonderful, and then she started throwing up in the water uncontrollably. it was weird. but the WEIRDEST thing about my dreams is that like, i also dream that i wake up and tell someone the dream. and THEN i actually wake up. its like im dreaming in my dream. like im consciously dreaming. i dont know.
okay besides my brain being all over the place, hmm whats new. i ordered the fucking hottest glasses i've ever seen in my life online. they make me want to fucking have an orgasm in my jeans. im going to the city tonight to party at noels and since i dont have work tomorrow im going to get shitfaced, yes indeed. the last time i was really fucked up was at veronicas. and tonight i am going to EAT before and handle my liquor. my eating schedule and routine is really fucked. because ive been working hella lunch shifts so i usually wake up at like 1030 (like today), eat some cereal, and then go to work and make FUCKING BANK until around 415. and then i eat some salad or some pasta or something, and then im not hungry for any kind of dinner at 'dinnertime.' i end up going out and most likely getting high, so on my way home or mid-sesh i'll get some munchie food/drink at like midnight. hmm. well, anyway tonight i wont be getting sick i can assure you that. yeah ok so i've been making hella money AND i totally got out of paying septembers rent on my apartment in san diego, which i am almost officially out of. i went down there and packed all my shit, now i just have to sign a form and its fucking DONE. thank the lord. after work today im going to go shopping for no reason, except the fact that i can. welll shittles i gotta get ready to go to work, peaaace out
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umm so friday was FUCKING fun. i worked in the morning, then noel and i smoked hella dank, went to cronkite (gosh i still cant spell that shit) and some hot surf boys hit on us and invited us to a party out there. mm pass but it was still fun yay boys. we decided we were hungry so we went to the cheesecake factory. i wore my new shoes which are like 5 inch wedges with black ribbon shit that wrap up my leg, so basically i was like 6'4" and stuck out. aaahhh well, i was hella hyphy and decided to hit on a host. ahhaha i was so like, aware of everything going on in the restaurant it was nuts. because ive been waitressing HELLA and makin bank and A WOO HOO. so i asked my server if the host was single, and indeed he is. soo the last couple nights i hung out with JUSTIN hot host. yay new friends. me and him and his friend jesse went to the headlands last night, dope as fuck as always. anyway. im on a double right now, inbetween serving and hosting. gahh oh well that just means MONEY. which is tight.
i decided that im saving to go to italy. yeah. because ive been like hella places and ive wanted to go to italy since i was like, born, so i think that its a nice reward/goal for me. to send myself on a trip. yeah. i need to stop shopping though, haha. its a problem, but not really. im going to san diegooo this weekend to get all my shit which shouldnt really be fun. ehh. hate to say it, but fuck so cal. im just a nor cal beez by nature (wow and RETARDED SOUNDING) and over southern california. sorry materialism and party scene, but i'm over you. it feels good to be so focused and really have my head on straight. HAHA ive been so fucking happy like all the time, everyone at work tells me im perma hyphy due to the insane happiness and positivity. how bomb is that. so much better than mood swings and days of depression. i mean i have my days, and have not had a good cry in a long time (ugh im way over due which blows), but for the most part, everything is AWESOME.
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looks like im going to need a NEW WALLET because i dont have enough room for ALL THE FUCKING BANK IM MAKING. AHAHA YEAH DONNY wattup
SO hmm whats new with me, like everything, tight.
tonight was like ALKJSDFAJF but then i got my tips and ate so i got really happy and my blood sugar was returned to normal. WOOOT
okay so i decided that im not going back to san diego. its just the more mature and smart move for me. i know myself well enough to know that the san diego state environment is too distracting for my personality. i want to do more with this year than party. id be working my ass off basically just to live. i'd rather go to school AND work AND save money. id rather live comfortably and buy things i want. and i want to travel, so i need to start saving money. this summer i have made SO MUCH money, it feels amazing. i feel like im working toward a goal. i dont know what my goal is exactly, but i know that when i left san diego i was literally almost in NEGATIVE in my bank account. i have NEVER EVER had this much money in my wallet at any given time IN ADDITION to the most money i've ever had in my savings account. its fucking legit. go me. im not excited to not go back, im going to miss san diego. a part of it is home. but when it comes down to it, im happier when im making money, staying busy, meeting people on the right track than partying as hard as i did. i know that i can control myself and focus more in the bay. so yeah, im going to sd at the end of the month and im sure i'll make trips down there, but for now, im staying here. and im satisfied with my decision. im going to miss lauren and jett and tawnya and chad, my best friends down there. and my beautiful apartment. but what i love about my best friends is that when i told them, they were of course upset, but more importantly, completely UNDERSTANDING of my decision because they know that it is what i need to do right now for me. so.....yeah.
this is the last week of doodles :( i should be at marshmellows right now because shes having a party at her new place in the city, but i just got off work and have to be at work in mill valley at 715. bummer for me, but its okay. MMMMM im eating pineapple pizza and it fucking rocks my socks.
this week is hectic, thank god its hump day! on monday i worked at doodles and i have the fuckign AWESOMEST 3rd graders. monday was my day off so i took my car in for servicing, colored my hair, got my nails done, had sushi with my mommy, and blazed with noel. such a good day. yesterday i had like 3 kids which was FUCKING DOPE and we just made hella taffy HAHA. cpk was relatively chill, then i fell asleep early. had work today and thought i was going to go crazy, but powered through it. god im awesome. and conceited. oh well, im just happy.
i love everything and everyone in my life right now. im so glad that im surrounding myself by positive people, and not bitches like lindsey, or assholes like preston. jesus. what a waste of space retards are, thats all i need to say.
so i have like a list of shit that i want and havent prioritized them yet. i finally bought a cd case for my car, its about fucking time. since i spend so much time driving (WHICH I LOVE DONT GET ME WRONG), i want new rims. i want an ipod connecter thing for my cd player. i want a SICKASS bong. i want a new camera, but i dont really need it, so it feels kinda pointless. haha my birthday is coming up and i am so excited. never ever in my life have i been able to go out and BUY ALL THAT SHIT. my birthday is going to be my excuse. i just need to save a couple hundred and im going to take myself shopping on my bday. yay me.
and as always, fuck the haters.
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so im a huge dork but whatever
i must get endorphins from the sun, or sand, or swimming in the ocean, because seriously, i love the beach. there is seriously like no place i would rather be. its just like, home. which sounds helluv gay but i dont care, it is just the most wonderful place to be. HOW CAN YOU NOT LIVE NEAR WATER, ahhhh california is the best, period. sorry, but it WINS haha.
im having a really good day. yesterday was semi shitty. i mean it was good, i worked both jobs and they both went just fine, but nothing remarkable really happened. i got in a fight with my mom on my break between jobs so that kinda put me in a downer. oh well, we got over it.
today is a GOOD day. today was halloween dress up day which was SO FUN and SO CUTE, ahhh i love people. everything went really smooth, it was just really chill. i love the people i work with, and i love the kids. mmmyeah. right after work i went to the beach. I LOVE THE BEACH. i just got back all tan and tired. im about to take a shower, maybe eat something, then most likely go out. weeee
sorry for the power trip, but woohoo i love my life
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seriously it doesnt get any better than this.
worked on thursday, got off at 130 so i went to the beach with my ipod. best companion when everyone is working or doing other shit. i went swimming for like an hour, came home and relaxed. woop woop, kicked it with zack i think, who knows. worked on friday, got off at 130 and then GOT OFF for the next like 4 hours. haha im a freak so what. allright then i went to the crazy campout which wasnt too crazy but still loads and loads of fun. love the staff. seriously, oh my god. we got hella ripped and tsauce was CRACKING ME UP oh my GOD. i came home around 2 and hung out with zack yesterday. i went to work last night and by 830 we hit RECORD sales which is SO cool. we went through 8 pages of a wait list which is fuckin crazy but DAMN it was cool. and i get to pick up my tips today which is gonna be hella chill since we've been hella busy all week and i worked hella. got off work last night and wanted to get perked. i wanted to drink all fucking day, all i wanted was a nice cold beer because it was so hot. and last night was a WARM NIGHT I LOVE WARM NIGHTS and i played kings and drinking bs and made ramen and got hella hyphy ahah wooooop. i passed out at like 2, woke up later and went to the beach. swam in the ocean, tanned, listened to music, played cards and talked with my bestest. chill as fuck day, i gotta go to work at 5. im gonna take a shower, go in early so i can eaaaaaaaat and then work work work! yay i love my life
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I MADE HELLA BANK TONIGHT, HOLLER AT A PLAYER WHEN YOU SEE ME ON THE STREET TRICK
OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
PPS
now more than ever i fucking beleive in straight up KARMA. haha OH MY GOD
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SO i worked all last week, pretty much full time. doodles from 830-430 and then cpk from 5-10ish on wednesday, thursday, friday. hella chiiiill. got paid on friday. TWICE. ya donny. it was the best. wednesday after work i hung out with zack. on thursday my favorite doodle staff came in to cpk and then after work i went to zoes. i had a couple coronas and smoked a j and was FUCKED UP ahaha. it was great. i LOVE DOODLES. on fridayyy i hung out with zack, i think. yeah. i did. saturday i woke up and went to target, deposited my checks, had lunch with noel, went to work at 330. ps I LOVE CPK. after work on saturday i cannot remember what i did to save my LIFE. shit, i really have no idea. i was supposed to go to some rave, but i just ended up getting super stoned. haha woo. yesterday i woke up and didnt do much, went to work and HAD SO MUCH FUN. i officially LOVE ASHLEY AND DICK!!!! after work i had my mmmm thai crunch salad and met them at double rainbow. then i went to richards and we got kinda tipsy and TALKED. and he just GETS ME. we're going to claires to get our bff stuff...stat!! haha jk. anyway, we had the best conversations and i LOVE you!!!! okay then i went over to chris' MMMMHOTDAMN and came home today at like 3. met up and smoked and was hella bored with this guy. fuck retards. visited richard at the body shop and got some new lip gloss and body spray mmmm. he got me the new tangerine ice drink from starbucks! omg sweeety!!! okay then i came home and had some bbq with my dad. i have NO idea what im doing later or tomorrow but im not working!! woohoo!!!
anyway i am SO HAPPY with life :)
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okay so i love my life. everyone should be jealous. haha just kidding. but not really.
so i LOVE camp. duh. i wish i could be a camp counselor forever. its the best job around. tiring as fuck, but so worth it. my schedule this week is fucking LAME though, 9:15-1:15. it sucks because its only 4 hours, but its kinda nice leaving after lunch. sometimes i dont want to leave, but whatev. everyday this week so far i worked at cpk at 2 and last night i got off at 10. its fucking dope. i love hosting. and the people i work with are hella fun. its fucking TIGHT. hella bank. after i worked on monday i got hella stoned with noel and we got the MUNCHIES like never before. i was in walgreens and thought i saw jb, chris' roommate. i said hi but i wasnt even sure if it was him. so i called chris and hes like "yeah im with jb right now" so i was like oh haha because i guess i just said hi to some random guy in walgreens who i thought was jb. and hes like yeah, im with him! he just went into walgreens and im in the car. so i saw that hot hot HOT man who was all sweaty from basketball and shirtless. mmmmmmbaby. after work on tuesday i met up with sean and zack and this guy jeff who has been in costa rica for a month surfing. we went to 420 hill, took some fatty bong rips and climbed some trees. got some chocolate milk and paaaaaaassed out. last night i got home and just relaxed. hella dope.
tonight my dad is taking noel and i into the cityyyyy to see jon lovitz at cobbs. i have a staff meeting at 4:15 and im going to take some damn initiative and tell everyone that not having an art specialist is really confusing and not working. so you know what? I'LL FUCKING BE THE ART SPECIALIST. i dont care if i dont get paid more, it will just make camp run SO much smoother. if i have to take one for the team, i will. it will just be hella beneficial. so yeah. a woo hoo to art! im SO excited for tonight. yay for getting ripped with my dad and my bestest friend and eating bomb food and laughing hysterically. jon lovitz is basically the shit. haha goooooof.
WOOOOOOO bowling and pottery hopefully tomorrow with my wonderful doodles staff!!!! work on saturday/sunday from 11:30-3:30. summer is THE SHIT. i love being busy. it keeps me out of trouble. and i love working my ass off. seriously. it fills a void, you know? gives me something to do, people to interact with, FUN FUCKING TIMES. i never thought i would say it but i miss ruehl. just because i miss my san diego homies hella.
ANYWAY i hope everyone is having AN AMAZING SUMMER like me. the weather only adds to the wonderful-ness of this wonderful summer. okay im such a nerd but fuck it i dont care! I LOVE LIIIIIFE
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yeah budddy its summer all right
ITS LAURENS BIRTHDAY! she doesnt read this, but HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAUREN HUGHES, one of my best friends in the entire universe. ok, anyway, so todays pretty much my last day to not do anything and sleep in. but im a dumbass and woke up at 9:30 or some shit like that. i like sleeping in hella, but sometimes it feels like i totally wasted the morning/afternoon. so i woke up so i could feel like i got something done today, haha. okay so i got up and washed my car and vaccuumed it and got it to smell like vanilla and its SO CLEAN its beautiful. i found like 3 dollers in change, HELLA sand, some ketchup packets from mcdonalds and a 10 SACK. yeah pretty dope. so ive been cleaning my car and making it beautiful for like an hour and then my reward to myself is a PEACH OPTIMO what what
hmmm okay so DOODLES starts monday and i am THE MOST EXCITED PERSON ON THE FACE OF THE PLANET, HOLLA. we get to set up on saturday and im stoked for that, i effin love my staff. im also working as a hostess at CPK what what. free food and tips, im stoked. and there is this REALLY hot guy who works there and i was talking to him yesterday and WOW. haha OH GOD I AM TOO BOY CRAZY FOR MY OWN GOOD. oohhhkay so im gonna make BANK this summer, whos jealous. yeahhhh. but today i dont have to work, so im about to smoke some trees and go to the beach, PEACE
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